i still can't upload the pictures! I 'm trying to find a way(of course) but very upset about what is going on now.
So anyways, I 've been having busy week, with the first week or back to school, trying to challenge myself with those you know, new year's resolutions. Now I feel sick , which is kinda funny haha.
Since I didn't feel good today, after school, right after I finished my homework, embeding into my blanket on the bed, I watched a movie. A traditional romantic movie,"You've Got Mail."
I liked the movie, as it was such a interesting topic to talk about on a romantic movie- a online "love"
and a big store ruling completely over those little 'personal' stores. These topics were kinda connected to me in a way but not really.
So I want to talk about the 'penpal' part.
I do use e-mail a lot, for things that are not that important too, but most importantly to contact my mom. She is , as I mentioned already, used to be a writer, and now a teacher to teach writing and those kinda stuff. She is just -amazing at writing. However, not because her 'skills' are good, but also she puts 'real' in it. She writes just like she talks. That is amazing.
I e-mail my mom since I'm living apart from her, and honestly that I feel lonely here, her e-mail is one of the things that i wait for the most time of my week.
When I read her e-mail, I feel protected, loved, and calmed.
People who stays with me here right now aren't the best people to tell my personal stories.
Not that I don't trust them but they are just too busy doing theirselves job.
So actually, email with my mom is the only way that I can tell my true personal thinkings and what is happening to me. Since I am just a talkative chatty person, I write a lot of things almost everything going on to me through the email and my mom mostly writes about what she thinks about it and some compliments as with some advices too.
They are just amazing power for me that makes me just so powerful and energetic for most of the days. Checking e-mails, for those of you who never had a 'heart fluttering' e-mail (mail is fine too),
I suggest you to try to have one. It is so much more than texting or chatting over facebook.
Talk to your friend who is now moved to far away now, or your family who is far away, sometimes
e-mail them.
And the heart fluttering feeling will be one of your life happiness.
